( And then we were attacked the some vicous space pirate! )
So yeah.... I'm hoping I never had another dream quite as.... strange as that.... real life + fiction mixing in dreams doesnt really work very well....
And I still feel like crap... UGHHHH I hate being female sooo much!

Soooo here's some names I've been thinking of. And whatever name I choose will go on the back lisence plate holder thingy I have (atm it still says Krylan Valentine)

Heres the list of names, comment with which one you like the most! PLEASE!

RisingSun (The original default name of my car)
Sentinel Sound (The gen name I got from Rum Monkey when I put Risingsun in)
Nitro Brust (The name I got from the offical gen for Risingsun)
Scream Streak (lol, because I like it)
Speed Sound
Street Burner



I'm out of ideas....
Keep in mind, I like to speed, it's a civic, and I generally listen to loud rock music while driving when thinking of a name.
Most transformer names are made up of two words ex: StarScream, HotRod, BumbleBee, etc...

Thanks!!!

Soooo~~~ I discovered something absolutely wonderful! I shouldn't really say~~~ because he might get mad, but its the most amazing thing EVER!

My car, yeah my fucking carrrr!!!!

_{He's a Decepticon!}

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!! I KNOW RIGHT!!!!
And he's apparently one of those New Yorker wannabe gansters!

He's not offically a well you know... Until I slap the symbol on him, but I plan to do it soon! Soon meaning tomorrow, long as I can find car stickers that you can print on. Cause I also want to create a bumper sticker that says, yes, its going to say! "EAT MY EXHAUST FUMES AUTOBOT-RETARDS!"

BWAH AH HAHAHHAHA! I might also make one that says, "Megatron is better _{in bed} than Optimus Prime." I mean.... "Megatron rules!!!"

LOL~~~~

Anyways..... yes, also on another note.... I am offically INSANE! >:3~

I need to ask my car what his name is... I feel kind of bad assuming his name was RisingSun, for all I know it could be an insult to him.


And thus I leave you with an endding note... DIE AUTOBOT SCUM~!

Seriously... more and more as the days go by.... I think I have ADD?! Not ADHD.... well... at least that is when I'm not overly the top hyper.... but I haven't been recently.... thus I think its just ADD....

Anywho..... I'm working on~~~ a pretty~~~~~ PRETTTY~~~~~ and SHINEYYYY~~~ webpage.... for myself. Oh hohoho~ Yeah woah like.... what?!
I decided I needed one since a)The best way to expand yourself as an artist of many sorts is to use the interwebs B)because I want to be one of those really annoying randomly awesome people that own their own webpage. OK~~~ LOL~!

Seven pages- ish..... and lots of graphics..... I'm deciding not to use CSS.... because I need to read up on it more, and besides first verison is always not to great.... and thus gives me room to expand and make webpage more awesome. Thus its currently all HTML of awesome.
Only thing is to find a server.... a free one.... that I can use.... >:3 and like yeah.... I have an idea for one place.... but you know.... it might just be tempermental..... we'll see what happens...

In other news, and other things shiney~~~~ TRANSFORMERSSS!!! have taken over my mind. I bought, Soundwave, The Twins, Bumblebee and Ravage so far. In that Order. They are all that nice size... except Bumblebee... hes the little bit bigger size and much much nicer.
And then I was playing with the box load of Transformers me and my bro co-own.... and the new ones too... and yeah that was epic.... goo included. Yessss and then I decided that if Elle's sons we're to be Transformers yes.... LOL!

Korien: Override
Kyr: Hotshot
Kry: Bumblebee
Zappy: Skids
Dom-Dom: Mudflap

Except for the fact that.... Korien's car would be black.... ok soooo maybe... someone like smokescreen or sideswipe would be better... but I Like override.... shes a fuckking pretty red and white sports car!!!
Kyr's car, would indeed be blue.... except.... maybe more of a cobalt blue kind of like Jolt....
Kry's car would be red.... but def the camero..... cause thats the only car he would drive if he ever felt like having a car, but he prefers bikes
Zappy's car is fine being green
And~ DomDom's car would be yellow.... because red is Kry's color. Sorry DomDom, Kry claimed Red a good several years before you were even born.

Moving away from the nonsence I probably only understand....

TRANSFORMER NERDOM!!!
Sooooo I was watching the G1 series!!! omg.... it was FAIL!!! soooo epically FAIL!!!! But harrrrrliarous!!!! OMG!!!!!
And then I tried watching the newest one Transformers Animated and its like.... just as bad.... sort of.... They tried to take the G1 models of everyone and merge them with their newer looks.... a bit.... and make it futuristic at the same time.... and then really horribly drawn humans..... yeah.... pretty bad..... but the funny stuff makes up for the crappy art. Soooooo..... yeah....... It's not so bad.... really....

Sooo~~~ I'm a Decepticon fan~ Woah~ Big surprise there.... Honestly.... they are wayyyy awesomer~ and Prime is just a big ol'sore loser ALL THE DAMN TIME! Megatron's plans are way better anyways.... And Prime ALWAYS! has to link up to fight him.... I mean come on.... seriously.... God I hate Prime!

Other then that I'm a fan of several Autobots... and Decepticons......

Autobots: Bumblebee, Skids, Mudflap, Ironhide, Hotshot, Rodimus, Jetfire, Override, Blurr, Prowl, Jolt, Acree, Eltia-One, and Leobreaker

Decepticons: Megatron (this includes him as Gigatron or Galvatron), Sourge, Thunderblast, Black Arachnia, STARSCREAM!, Soundwave, Ravage, Lazerbeak, Crumplezone, Ransack, All of Starscreams clones (Namly Slipstream. They are so LOL WORTHY!), Lugnutz, Mudflap, Thundercracker, Reedman, and Scorponok.

I think..... I named them all..... LOL... Yeah... I pretty much named all of the Decepticons... Except for the fact that theres probably still a bunch more... And yeah... there are not a lot of female bots in Transformers... >:3

That last episode with Starscreams Clones.... really has me wondering.... All of the clones represent a bit of Starscreams personality.... Soo..... What is She? Cause she never really 'says'.
Skywarp is the coward clone, Thundercrack is the Egomaniac, Sunstorm is the Sycophant, and theres... Liar Clone, which they didnt name... it makes me sad.... anyways... and then Slipstream, the female one.... I think she's either the self loathing one.... or... well... if you go with that she says...."Your better off not knowing" then well...HEHEHE~~~~ I think she's just..... the part of StarScream thats the whiney litttle bitch part.... _{that wants to really be fucked by Megatron} YUP~~~~ That's my final deduction. What?! I fucking Loveeee Starscreeeammm~~~ Weeee~~~

Ok time for bed.

MASTUR-DE-BATE!

NO

Yup, thats where I'd be at the moment.... Using their nets. Seriously though.... I have another... 3 hours to waste before my next class. Bahhhh~~~

I really dont want to stay for that class...... I'm thinking of coming up with another excuse.... except that would be mean and insane.
Soooo.... maybe I should do some HTML homework like.... now.... just so I can say I already have it done and maybe she'll just be like.... yeah ok homo, go home. BTW your HTML is awesome.

Pffff~~~

So I'm done with Speech, gots myself a high B.... though the grade might change considering he needs to add in attendence, drop one of quiz grades and round up. >:3
I was thinking of doing some extra credit quizs.... but I didnt feel like it....
One class down two more to go.

HTML is literally this class and the one next wednesday I think.... So I should be done with that one too soon.

Which will leave me with only Ethics to worry about.... after Nicole leaves ;___; I'll have to sit my ass down and hound away at several quizs I still have to do for that class... However, overally I'm doing good in that class too... I got an A on my article (just two sticking points away from a perfect).... And then I got an A on the midterm project too... LAWLS that was epic!
It was so hard core Feathyr Tech that it was awesome.

I'm tried and want to go home. And I feel naked in these pants.

That is all

Need Prototype Icons.... mhmmmm.... Alex Mercer

Speech Final tomorrow.... need to write paper -____-;;;








OMG! FRIDAY!
WHY IS IT NOT FRIDAY YET?!
I CAN NOT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!
I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!
I AM GONNA PARTY HARD COME FRIDAY!
OMG! I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!
FRIDAY IS ONLY LIKE.... 2 MORE DAYS AWAY IF YOU DONT COUNT TODAY
FRIDAY IS VERY SOON!
OMG! FRIDAY!
I AM OFFICALLY FREAKING OUT ABOUT FRIDAY
FUCKING SHIT! FRIDAY!
OMG! I WANT IT TO BE FRIDAY.
FRIDAY!!!!!





NEED I say more?

When have I become so god damn sarcastic? I mean my sarcasm is so evil that it gets me into trouble and shit, like wtf! That and I just realized that I like to curse a lot, but that was never really a big surprise to me. The sarcasm.... well the sarcasm is... just a tiny bit.

What can I say, when I get into that 'sarcastic mood' things just fly out and have no emotional attachment to the whatsoever. And then it comes off as me being a bitch or whatever... But you know what, I don't really give a fucking fly how people view me. To tell you the truth, I'm glad they think I'm a fucking bitch, because you know what, they are too fucking stupid to see through my sarcastic humor.

I really don't know where the sarcastic humor started, but it just did... and its staying right where it is, because I see no reason to change myself for the likes of others.

.... I'm also supposed to be working on my Rhetorical Criticism Essay that was at mid-night.... but I took forgranted the time I had this weekend to work on homework, ended up playing video games, socializing with my brother whom I hardly get to see because he's always out at work. Shopped for stuff to remodel my room, moved crap out of my room. Painted my room (with my mom's help), moved all the crap back into my room and then tried to fight off the really bad back spasms and relieve the stiffness of my hands. I ended up waking up early, stiff as hell this morning, got some other homework done, then got ready, went to dinner with family because it was father's day, then worked on my ethics project, went out with my brother for some air, finished up ethics project, and then just kind of ended up here to bitch about how I don't feel like doing shit.

So all in all, my room is now a magenta/purple-ish color..... for lack of better name of the color I now dub it Hamui Purple. I've moved my bed to the other side of the room, dresser is by the closet, desk is by that but can be moved infront of window if needed, and the two book shelves are on the other side of the room next to each other. It looks way more spacous in here... for a tiny ass room. I've got this need bed set, which was my inspiration for the whole change, and a really cool huge curtain to match... did I not mention I have the second biggest window in the house? Anywho, its much more calmer for one in here, sophisticated, older, stylish, and artistic in here. I really love my room!

All I've got left to do to make it better is make a cloth thing for the top of my dresser (currently theres a yard of teal fabric down), matching padding for the chair by my art sation, and redo the little pillows to match. I might buy a big body pillow because they have one that matchs, or just the one big pillow .... I dunno... I want lots of pillows to make it look fuller.

Anyways.... getting away from the topic of my room.... Urrrr.... counting today 4 days.... not counting today, 3 days! I feel like... I might explode with joy.... very soon.... .... I need to remember to stay calm..... I think I have ADHD. PARTY!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!

Speech ends this Wednesday!!! HTML ends next.... monday I think..... So Thursday, I need to remember to like.... work my ass off on my final for HTML so that I'm done with it before Nicole gets here ITS PARTY TIME!!!!

Then all we have left is ethics.... which is only mondays.... which I need to start the quizs for eventually.... urmm..... yeah.... I don't remember the last time I had the attention span for that.... Honestly.... It's the summer and my brain is fried.... enough said.

IT REACHED OVER 100 DEGREES TODAY!!!! Or rather for the past few damn hellish days! ughhhhh!!!! I miss NJ!!!!! MISS MISS MISS!!!

I also, miss Dad..... he's coming to visit after Nicole.... soooo he says.... I kind of hope he does.... honestly......
DAD I MISS YOU!!! I WISH I COULD HAVE SPENT FATHERS DAD WITH YOU!!!

Then after Dad comes to visit Lara and Harry should be visiting..... I hope.... which would make my summer epically AWESOMEEEE!!!!!

I'm tried.... and not going to work on this paper... because I dont know who to write about..... Blahhhh.....

Night

I painted my mother fucking room. Enough said.

I need to remake all my playlist...
At least I have my Blackout Playlist still... but yeah.... now I have to remake all the other ones.... fuckk~

Theres a black snake in the garage, and its hiding behind the washer machine.... I have no idea how to get it outta there.

I'm glad today is thursday. I was tried of being at school.
I'm super glad tomorrow is friday! Only one more week!

I need to finish writing my code of ethics for Feathyr Tech Corps and make my powerpoint slide for it.... augh.....
Need to redo my impromptu speech on monday.
I've got some random HTML homework which I pretty much already have finished.


I need to finish planning out what to do next week.... eeee~~
-Laura-

Several... then again I guess because there are certain things about certain characters that I can't relate to, but then other things I can. I need different characters to identify different personalities.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

I just want to go home already! I have no attention span!!!

I'm already done with the in class work... sooo yeah....

And I kinda already started on the homework but I have no attention span like I said....
Can I go home now?! seriously... need sleep.... now.... or coffee.... one or the other....

Before I mother fuckering pass out and/or kill some one!?! RAWR

COFFEEE!

I hate being able to talk to fast! *cries*

I hate speech!

ARGHHHH!!!

I cant wait for this class to be over!!!!

Dammit!!! FUCK !!! RAWR!

I just did an imprompt speech today, but I talk to damn fucking fast so I didn't make the time....
So I probably got a C or lower.... which is bullshit.... but if I got a C then I dont really care, and I really dont wanna redo the damn fucking speech.

*hyperventerlates*

Ok I'm gonna like... go fuck around on the internet.

=Laura

No way~ I like not belinging in anything.

I am.... extremely in love with ALEX MERCER!

Who is Alex Mercer you ask? He's this guy!



The main character of Prototype, for Xbox 360!
He's like epic awesome.... the protagonist and antagonist all in one!
I'm not gonna tell you the story because you have to play Prototype on your own and follow the story.

I just beat the game yesterday and learned the whole story, but even thought the game is over and I know the story I still want to know more about Alex Mercer... no I want to know more about Alex Mercer who is the Blacklight Virus.


All I can think about right now is Zombies, and viral infections causing massive pandemics.
Seriously thought a zombie outbreak could technically happen any day any where!

Anywho, since I love you all I am going to link you to a trailer or two:
www.youtube.com/watch - Movie intro trailer! BEAUTIFUL!
www.youtube.com/watch - Story Trailer
www.youtube.com/watch - Ten Reasons to Play Prototype Trailer!!! OH YEAH!

<3<3<3<3<3
I am crushing so madly.
And just for LOLZ! www.youtube.com/watch
I would like to marry this guy. >:3

This post is going to be filled with random, porn, and not coherent stuff.

First thing, porn. So, I looked at some porn just now, because I hadn't in a while... I ended up reading this Yaoi manga that was mainly about incest and bondage. It was one of those love hate things.... were you hate a character of theme of the story but love it cause its dirty. X3 In all actuality I hate and dispize Incest. And then I stumbled upon some Resident Evil porn and the Chris bits made me giggle a lot, like a happy fan girl, same with the Leon bits too >:3

Anyways, I gots Sims3.... which is pretty cool. And I've got Prototype for xbox360. PROTOTYPE IS FUCKING AMAZING! everything about it is amazing!!!! I LOVE IT! OMG! I am sooo playing it all day tomorrow if I want to procrastinate and not do homework. >:3

I made a pretty awesome webpage thingy for my HTML project. It's awesome. I'll take screen caps later and post them here. Secondly, I created this really awesome wallpaper.... LIKE really awesome! It goes with the HTML thing obviously, but its kickass so the wallpaper will be accessable here too later.... I ended up changing the Vista bars this trasparent Green to go with it... Its so cool.

I got more memory put in my laptop and I'm using a flash to speed it up even more. And so now my laptop is like a fucking powerhouse. >:3 I also had them put the new keyboard in. No more dog fur in my keys! YAY! The keyboard feels so new... its gonna take sometime before they feel home again.

Hmmmm.... I have more homework to do.... I dont want to.... MEHHHHH Bed time now, sleepy sleepy.
Night~

PLAY PROTOTYPE NOW!

Or just watch the trailers on youtube

Alex Mercer is HOT!

YOUR BRAINS! NOM NOM NOM! >:3

Honestly, my answer to this has always been my friends. I have never found myself in a relationship worthy enough to be deemed more important then my friendships. So I'm gonna continue sticking by this answer.

And if any of my friends were to choose their lover over me... I dunno... I don't think I'd say anything, but I silently be a little pissed off.

ahhhh~~~ Mojito~~ Mojito~~~ *sways*

PARTY TIME!

I SERIOUSLY CANT STAND FAMILY! I HATE IT! YOU CANT CHOOSE THEM YOU JUST HAVE THEM. One second their on your side and the next their not. 

I AM GOING TO FUCKING COLLEGE! EVEN THOUGH I WILL ADMIT IM A PROCRASTINATOR! I DO FUCKING APPLY MYSELF WHEN IT COMES TO COLLEGE!!! I AM DOING WELL AND I AM STRIVING FOR GOOD GRADES!

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

If I have to hear my father repeat the same shit on the phone again because of my brother saying that I am always fucking around on the computer watching anime or whatever I AM GOING TO FUCKING ARGHHH!!! 

ALL MY CLASSES ARE COMPUTER BASED!!!!!!!!!

Ugh....