When have I become so god damn sarcastic? I mean my sarcasm is so evil that it gets me into trouble and shit, like wtf! That and I just realized that I like to curse a lot, but that was never really a big surprise to me. The sarcasm.... well the sarcasm is... just a tiny bit.
What can I say, when I get into that 'sarcastic mood' things just fly out and have no emotional attachment to the whatsoever. And then it comes off as me being a bitch or whatever... But you know what, I don't really give a fucking fly how people view me. To tell you the truth, I'm glad they think I'm a fucking bitch, because you know what, they are too fucking stupid to see through my sarcastic humor.
I really don't know where the sarcastic humor started, but it just did... and its staying right where it is, because I see no reason to change myself for the likes of others.
.... I'm also supposed to be working on my Rhetorical Criticism Essay that was at mid-night.... but I took forgranted the time I had this weekend to work on homework, ended up playing video games, socializing with my brother whom I hardly get to see because he's always out at work. Shopped for stuff to remodel my room, moved crap out of my room. Painted my room (with my mom's help), moved all the crap back into my room and then tried to fight off the really bad back spasms and relieve the stiffness of my hands. I ended up waking up early, stiff as hell this morning, got some other homework done, then got ready, went to dinner with family because it was father's day, then worked on my ethics project, went out with my brother for some air, finished up ethics project, and then just kind of ended up here to bitch about how I don't feel like doing shit.
So all in all, my room is now a magenta/purple-ish color..... for lack of better name of the color I now dub it Hamui Purple. I've moved my bed to the other side of the room, dresser is by the closet, desk is by that but can be moved infront of window if needed, and the two book shelves are on the other side of the room next to each other. It looks way more spacous in here... for a tiny ass room. I've got this need bed set, which was my inspiration for the whole change, and a really cool huge curtain to match... did I not mention I have the second biggest window in the house? Anywho, its much more calmer for one in here, sophisticated, older, stylish, and artistic in here. I really love my room!
All I've got left to do to make it better is make a cloth thing for the top of my dresser (currently theres a yard of teal fabric down), matching padding for the chair by my art sation, and redo the little pillows to match. I might buy a big body pillow because they have one that matchs, or just the one big pillow .... I dunno... I want lots of pillows to make it look fuller.
Anyways.... getting away from the topic of my room.... Urrrr.... counting today 4 days.... not counting today, 3 days! I feel like... I might explode with joy.... very soon.... .... I need to remember to stay calm..... I think I have ADHD. PARTY!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!
Speech ends this Wednesday!!! HTML ends next.... monday I think..... So Thursday, I need to remember to like.... work my ass off on my final for HTML so that I'm done with it before
Nicole gets here ITS PARTY TIME!!!!
Then all we have left is ethics.... which is only mondays.... which I need to start the quizs for eventually.... urmm..... yeah.... I don't remember the last time I had the attention span for that.... Honestly.... It's the summer and my brain is fried.... enough said.
IT REACHED OVER 100 DEGREES TODAY!!!! Or rather for the past few damn hellish days! ughhhhh!!!! I miss NJ!!!!! MISS MISS MISS!!!
I also, miss Dad..... he's coming to visit after Nicole.... soooo he says.... I kind of hope he does.... honestly......
DAD I MISS YOU!!! I WISH I COULD HAVE SP
ENT FATHERS DAD WITH YOU!!!
Then after Dad comes to visit Lara and Harry should be visiting..... I hope.... which would make my summer epically AWESOMEEEE!!!!!
I'm tried.... and not going to work on this paper... because I dont know who to write about..... Blahhhh.....
Night